I've preferred night time to any other time whatever activity it touches, not necessarily my studying, but whatever else
I don't even know why but when it comes to night time I start getting all these, as my mum calls them, "persuasive ideas " existence of which I didnt even know about while it was a day time. And so I often start my activities kind of late...yea.."kind of")
Though I guess it is not at all good if it comes to having a proper rest, that Hexfire mentioned above))
The whole seemingly long-standing and beautiful relationships can just sweep away because of some dull unnecessary misunderstanding. Things may turn out the way you never expected them to. People turn away from each other, loose connection and scratch the past. But the most dire thing of this deal is the revelation of one person's attitude towards another
wow..this is so precisely said
coz i've been through this kind of situation (as many of us surly have) caused by misunderstanding and noticed that I suddenly felt feeble…powerless and as if there is nothing I could change, just so hopeless, which is the most sad thing about the whole situation
About Finland..To me its like some unknown mysterious country as my knowledge about it could be easily equated to a zero=). But I was fortunate to know a few people from those lands)) And it would be just So weird of me if I hadn’t mentioned anything about them here..so ye: they seemed to be veeery nice
What makes you think your existence isn't worthless?
Now, with your permission, I would like to answer to a big question:))
It is really a hard question as when I looked inside myself to see the answer I realized that it is there, but from my lack of talking skills I am afraid I will not be able to express myself properly.
But despite of this lack I shall try to…
My answer will sound very simple: it is Love. Many people find this word very common but I would like to make a little remark here. Love is something so deep that when we have this real feeling inside of us we have everything. And I’m not talking here about love between a man and a women(which can be also a part of love that I’m trying to describe if it is expressed in its beautiful form without any self-interest) but I’m talking about the Eternal Love which I think is the reason of all the existence. It is a love that is expressed in a fragrance of a flower and a smile of a mother..It is that love purity of which should be worshiped, respected and that should be given the highest place. When I feel that I am capable to be a conductor of this real love, when I feel it flowing through me towards the others I feel that my existence is not useless and as if something great is taking place and that I am honoured to witness it. But to achieve that state where you completely are able to express it is not such an easy thing as it seems to be. As when it comes to different circumstances that can affect in such a way that a person can loose a desire to place love above all the incidentce. It is hard because it is unconditioned Love. As a human living on this Earth, being surrounded by millions of other humans I recogn that the aim of my life is to achieve this love. And while I put all my efforts to do it I actually
exist and every minute discover something new for myself as love is something..that is just bottomless and never ending. Travelling on the path of love we can have an endless journey of self-improvement that will be the most joy-giving and is actually the only right path..it is a path of truth.